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JOB: Vampire
SMOKE: No
DATING STATUS: Married
DRINK: No
RELIGION: Scientologist
ORIENTATION: Straight
BODY TYPE: Slim/Slender
MEMBER SINCE: 05/27/2008
STAR SIGN: Sagittarius
LAST LOGIN: 11/20/2008 09:27:47
MY RATING: 8.22

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Bang The Drum - INXS
Arcade Champion: immortalsoul
My High Score: 8650

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I'm going to go into the fir trees
There where I last saw her
But the evening is throwing a cloth upon the land
and upon the ways behind the edge of the forest
And the forest it is so black and empty
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it

On the branches in the ditches
it's now silent and without life
And breathing becomes oh so hard for me
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it without you

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Your heart beats
at the edge of the abyss
The night shrouds
your last word
So dreadfully
So carelessly
destiny tears you
away from me

I let you go
Have to free myself
because my longing
is catching up with me
Forever yours

Forgive me – stay with me
and I still said forget-me-not
I'll give you as a goodbye
one last light
Forget-me-not

Your gaze sinks
into the red of the night
I break loose
with the last of my strength
So dreadfully
So holy
you lie before me
It is finished

This time it will be forever
Even this wound will heal
I break loose have to free myself
because our destiny is catching up with us

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Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more.'

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more,'

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
`Sir,' said I, `or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you' - here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!'
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!'
Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
`Surely,' said I, `surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more!'

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as `Nevermore.'

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.'
Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
`Doubtless,' said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of "Never-nevermore."'

But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking `Nevermore.'

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
`Wretch,' I cried, `thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he has sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!' I shrieked upstarting -
`Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!
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Feel how the cold embers
burn in your soul
Do you feel the dark power
Do you feel the dark power

We are the black desire
in the lap of loneliness
in the lap of loneliness
before infinity

We are the children
We are the children of the night
Awoken from the
shadows of darkness

Do you feel black blood
shooting through your veins
Do you feel the cold desire
pouring into your heart
We are the black power
The seeds of darkness
We'll make a pact
for all eternity

Do you feel black blood
shooting through your veins
Do you feel the dark power
pouring into your heart
We are the gloom
The power of darkness
We'll make a pact
for all eternity

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Left, Right, Straight ahead
You aren’t coming out of here anymore
Left, Right, Straight ahead
You aren’t coming out of here anymore
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead

Insanity has jailed you
And distorted your ideal world
It has planted itself in your head
Run, child, run, as fast as you can
You don't know who you are anymore
You don't know what love is anymore
Your reflection has disfigured itself
Nobody is here to hold you

Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret
Knock, Knock
Knock, Knock
Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret
Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret

Left, Right, Straight ahead
You're in the labyrinth
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
No-one can tell you
Which doors are the right ones?
My Lost Child

Left, Right, Straight ahead
You're in the labyrinth
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
No-one can tell you
Who the good and evil are
My Lost child

You have often banished me from you
Your heart burns up at my anger
Your second me, the second skin -
I’ve obstructed in your head
When I plunge into your soul
And use you for my desire
Then I will blind your senses
You can then terminate the game yourself

Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret
Knock, Knock
Knock, Knock
Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret
Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret

Left, Right, Straight ahead
You're in the labyrinth
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
No-one can tell you
Which doors are the right ones?
My Lost Child

Left, Right, Straight ahead
You're in the labyrinth
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
No-one can tell you
Who the good and evil are

You’re in the labyrinth

You’re in the labyrinth

Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret
Knock, Knock
Knock, Knock
Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret
Knock, Knock, Let Me in
Let Me Be Your secret

Left, Right, Straight ahead
You're in the labyrinth
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
No-one can tell you
Which doors are the right ones?
My Lost Child

Left, Right, Straight ahead
You're in the labyrinth
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
No-one can tell you
Who the good and evil are
My lost child

Left, Right, Straight ahead
You're in the labyrinth
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
No-one can tell you
Which doors are the right ones?
My Lost Child

Left, Right, Straight ahead
You're in the labyrinth
Left, Right, Straight ahead
Left, Right, Straight ahead
No-one can tell you
Who the good and evil are

Left, right, straight ahead
You aren't coming out of here anymore

Left, right, straight ahead
You aren't coming out of here anymore

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Cornerstone, cornerstone - Everything must be hidden

I'm on the lookout again
Because we're playing our game
I'm waiting on the wall again
I'm standing close to the goal again

And I hear your breath
And I smell your fear
I can't wait any longer
Because I know what you demand

Cornerstone, cornerstone - Everything must be hidden

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10
Ready or not, here I come!*
Don't show yourself!

I'm always calling your name
I'm always looking for your face
When I finally have you
We'll play truth or dare

Cornerstone, cornerstone - Everything must be hidden

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10
Ready or not, here I come!
Don't show yourself!
Hide yourself

1,2,3,4, cornerstone
Everything must be hidden

Cornerstone, cornerstone - Everything must be hidden

Ready or not, here I come!

*Since this song has phrases that correspond to the German version of "Hide and Go Seek"
I translated the phrases accordingly. A more literal translation of "Augen auf - ich komme!"
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IM A HAPPILY MARRIED MOM OF 5 BOYS AND A MACHINE GUN LOBBY HOST AT USACHATNOW*
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"The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait
soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
as this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But oh, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty
as We shall see..."

She was divinity's creature
That kissed in cold mirrors
A Queen of Snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liqoured eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn't have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when...
The trees stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An inquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped and left...
(Five men of God)
...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar's stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
"Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed:
"Come back to Me for
I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand inbetween?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by the by
For She'd been a witch
their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice
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From: sammie_rawr_kitty
11/20/2008 08:12:13


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From: immortalsoul
11/19/2008 08:29:33

:O.....immy is pervin' ur page lol



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From: CYGNUSX
11/17/2008 01:18:46


Thanks for the add!




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