I am sorry for your loss .. I know what its like... I lost my Mom in 99... so in jan it will be 10 years and honestly it feels like it was just yesterday that i was calling her telling her how much i love her ... in this time hun just keep you head up and turn to your closest friend to lend you a shoulder to cry on ... believe me the times get easier the only thing you can do is just keep the memory of her alive in your heart and when you need her just look inside and she will be there to help you in any way